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02 July 2005 ... 9:01 AM I wish I was artistic in a musical or painting sense. Acting is so hard to call art because you need costumes and sets and props and a theatre and an audience to understand what you are doing before you can feel you've done well .... art or music on the other hand you can make anywhere, any time and it can just be for you ... you know what I mean? Things haven't exactly been peachy lately .... Things at the theatre are nasty and bitchy - there's tension and bitching every where. A very nasty place to be. So I'm doing a show with another company for a while, Front Row Theatre - it's a Neil Simons comedy "California Suite" and I've got to adimt, while it's smaller company than the Arts I'm having a much better time! I may have failed this semester at uni ... I blame the shit at theatre, my pain in the arse prac and my alcaholic father, primarily. But it's really screwed me over because I have no idea what I'm going to do now. Wait for academic counselling I guess .... Other than that, still single - which is a blessing. Still house sitting to get some time alone. Still wondering why the world spins at all. take care.
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Diaryland
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"Acting: sometimes it's all smoke, and seduction, and mirrors .... and sometimes it's the most powerful, raw, insightful reflection of life. Sometimes it's all you want to see and hear. Sometimes you'll give anything to believe what you want to believe. Sometimes it's all that keeps me alive." 
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